Assalamualikm,,, hari ni rasa risau sangat,, tiba2 rsew rsau tentng mse depan,,, mcm x pasti lgi,,, dlm kegembiraan di muka,, kerileks an di hati, tetpi pada batinnya,,hnya Allah S.B.W yng thu,,, risaunyer lahai,,, berharap pada awalnya semua akn berlaku dengan selancar2 nya tpi ketentuan Allah S.B.W bukan hala tuju aq dekat situ
suka tengok orang belajar tinggi2,sebb aq pon nk belajar tinggi2 jgak tp msih x tentu lg ape hla tju aq,, haissshhh,,,, orng msok mtrik tros kn je,, tp aq decide keluar dri mtrik sebb x boleh nk bwak,,, knpe lh x sedr kirah dri awal2 lg yng mint ko bukn dekt sains,, klebhan ko bkan dekt sains,,, x baik untk rsew mnyesl sebb itu ketentuan dn takdir hidop utk jdikn kiter lbeyh pandai menilai hdop nieh, tp knpe x trfkir dri awal,,, msok mtrik tup2 plih sains,, tp memng srius aq xboley nk bawak bio(sedr klemhn dri), msalh sgt dekt bio,,,, huh,,, sdeyhnyer kan x boleyh nk bwak mcm org lain yng giler otak bio,,, ish,, (dlm hati kuatkn yng klebihan aq bukn dekt bio,,ada klebhn lain) huh,,, perasaan hebt x da tndingan,, org lain cn do it for degree next year,, yng aq still x pasti nieh,,, sumph risau,, tp hti yakin lgi(smua adalh ktentuan dn yakin sgt ada hikmh Allah S.B.W smua tuh) kuatlh duhai hati,,,,
sbar lh hati
berperng dgn perasaan sndri,,, erm,, skrng tngh cri peluang blaja lg,,, tlonglh ya Allah S.B.W ,berikanlh yng terbaik utk hmba mu ini,, yng sesuai dengn hmba mu ini,,, huh,, risaunyer,,, trasew down skrng ni,, bnyk mse dh membzir,, makin lme mkin tua,, mintk maaf la dekt sesape yng tnyer kalo aq trpkse mnipu,sbenanya bkn mnipu pon tp x nk pkir dh n mlas nk lyan ptnyaan org lain,,, erm,, org akn ckp mcm2 kan,, tp hnya aq yng thu,, srius pening sgt skrng tntng ape nk jdi tok mse dpan,,, pening,, pening,,,,,
seriously said,, if u want to further your study at matriculation, make sure that you are really interest on that subject and able to study harder then before, erm,, kalo smua jenis yng mcm aq,, bukan yng all time study ,,, oh no,,, its me okeyh,,nk study kene ada mood kn?, i dont know lh kn how those student tht are 24 hours with book,, ohh,,,,, i cant lh,,,, erm how? ,
actually pemilihn time spm is really important, indeed,,, why? sebb if u are not able to catch up the subjects n get A for them just forget it,, serious,,, huh,, aq ptotnyer sedr time spm lg kt mner interest,, n bukn sebb khendk org lain dn cita2 yng tlalu tinggi tetpi sebenanya ko x mint lansong ke arah tuh,, ha ,, ambik lh,, org lain tengh study2, ko dok rimh menggur,, herm,,,, ah?? sakit otak pkir....
enthlh,,, okeylh,, tengh tlalu jauh memikirkn diri,,,,,,,, :(
nk ckp trime kseh sgt2 lh dekt kwn2 yng bnyk ksi smgt n bnyk jugk mngutok,,, tirme kseh sgt2,,,
hurm,,,,,,,,,,,,
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